Uncertainty

Will I ever see you again?  How can I tell you which way you should go without looking you in the eye?  I see you constantly but then the smoke disappears and you are gone.  I hear you voice in the wind and look but nothing is there.  I can’t make up your mind for you and I can’t tell you what I think if you will not listen.  However if it was real then you should know.  You should know that the love in my heart was and is real and that there never was a time for me when quitting was an option.  I worry about you.  I worry about me.  I can assume with no answer that my worrying over us is pointless.

Time passes slowly, sleepily by
Waiting, wanting, needing
Thinking, wondering, worrying
Hoping, praying, crying

Waiting for the answer
Waiting for a sign
Waiting for hope
Waiting for life

Wanting the obvious
Wanting it now
Wanting the future
Wanting the past

Needing to know
Needing a reason
Needing to laugh
Needing to cry

Thinking of you
Thinking of me
Thinking of them
Thinking of us

Wondering why
Wondering how
Wondering when
Wondering if

Worrying about you
Worrying about me
Worrying about them
Worrying about us

Hoping to see you
Hoping to hold you
Hoping to smile
Hoping to hope

Praying for fate
Praying its right
Praying constantly
Praying with tears

Crying real tears
Crying now
Crying then
Crying, wishing

Time passes slowly, sleepily by
Waiting, wanting, needing
Thinking, wondering, worrying
Hoping, praying, crying