Unworthy

There is always a worry lingering that one day I will wake up from this dream.  If I do will she still be there?  Will she still care?  How can someone so beautiful love someone so broken?  How can she not see what I see?  When she realizes that the souls of her feet hold more beauty than my entire being, will she still love me?

Sometimes the dreams are so real it’s scary.

When you touch me I cry

Because I am unworthy of such love

Because I am undeserving of such peace

Because I can never love you enough

You deserve so much more

When you kiss me I wonder

I wonder why you picked me

I wonder why you stayed

I wonder why you can’t see

You deserve so much more

When you smile at me I worry

I worry that I may lose you

I worry that you are embarrassed

I worry that you will realize

You deserve so much more

Each time you sleep I pray

I pray that you’ll never leave

I pray that you’ll understand

I pray that you’ll never see

You deserve so much more

I am ………………. Unworthy